09 / 07 / 2021

Everything has been pretty nice. In orchestra I am getting free lessons for the rest of the year. The student teacher for the past few years offered to give me lessons because I don't take private lessons anymore with my last teacher (They were far too expensive for my to afford, $1 a minute). This student teacher was a violin performance major so he can 110% set me up with the best options. The college that I am going to be going to is practically picked out. I don't want to list it, in fears of people knowing too much. But the college I'm looking into has a spectacular orchestral program and a really good computer science program. So it'll be the perfect fit for me. I am really looking forward to all of this.

AP Studio art is also going real well. My theme is Consequences of Addiction , which is something I feel I have good knowledge on, since it's riddled all around my family tree. But my goal is to display how addiction courses through us. Through 3 stages... Feeling like you are the exception, becoming hooked onto it, then facing it's damage. I have a lot of plans in mind on how I want to lay this all out and execute it. So I am thrilled to be doing it.

In my freetime I am working, practicing violin, drawing, and just taking care of my usual duties... such as caring for my family's pets, doing chores, and helping out when needed. My hours at work are slowly being tanked due to the temporary help that is coming in for the holidays. It is putting me from around 25 hours a week to 15 or so. I'm not mad about it, but it does suck earning less on my bi-weekly checks.

I feel like I am holding back how I really feel about some things or about certain people... I don't know. I just feel a very distint way about some things currently.
11:34 p.m