I wish I could go away without anyone caring.
I often sit and ponder the idea of death and up to this point I find it really comforting, it's like an old friend. Every week we reunite and sit for a cup of tea, discussing what my next step is. Though I wish it wasn't this way. See, I want to live. I really do. But there are times that are filled with such emotional pain I don't know what else to do other than turn to contemplating my life.