01 / 16 / 2022
I don't feel good.

I feel like tonight is my last night.

I don't know why but it's just a feeling that I have. Like I feel it in my nasal passages and my face feels tighter and I feel like I can cry. But I don't know if I can. I'll probably relapse and it'll be painful but I mean, what else can you do?

I don't want to do this, I don't. I'm starting college soon and I'm going to finally be on my own but I just don't know. I wish I could cry right now.

I'm on some Reddit forums for Suicide and I've reached out on there for help. Maybe I'll get some.