12 / 29 / 2021
Kinda peeved right now. My family expects me to know how they feel but they don't actually come to me to express these feelings. It's like being hit by a ball that someone threw. You didn't expect it coming but you still got hit with it. Literally just that.

I haven't had a bad day but now that this has happened I just feel like it's all ruined. Which makes me upset. Because the situation wasn't even that big a deal but I still just feel so upset by it that I just... It's all ruined. I don't want it to be! Because I know that by saying it's ruined it makes it that way. Which I don't want!!!
4:47 p.m